This ones for you Dad,

Juris Bede Gutang Cases,
or as i'd say, "Daddy" or "Father"
i can't believe its been two months, i swear it feels so long since i've seen you, but then again its like it just happened yesterday, The image struck's me all the time. I swear I miss you more than ever, i'm sorry that i took you for granted, it puts me in pain that the last time i talked to you didn't end the way i wanted it to. I wish i had the chance to say goodbye, Clearly i didn't get to. I hope you know that theres more reasons of why i go to the cemetery to visit you every Sunday, I wish this pain would go away, but then It would feel like i'm finally letting go. I know i never will. This pain will haunt me forever.

I miss you waking me up in the morning and forcing me to get ready for school, i guess thats why i miss out on school a lot, Because i have no inspiration. I guess i do know. For you, Because i know you wanted me to. Today i'm going to visit you, its a must. Yellow Tulips will arrive as i will. Rest in Peace Daddy Cool.


Love Always,
L.B