work,

work today was shit.
boring and shit,
although my friend visited me which was alright
gotta love grandel :L
fuck man i fucking hate babysitting
its fucking our suicide,
they piss me the fuck off.
and i get the shittest pay!
oh lord.
but i guess my hours are alright,
i hardly do anything in the shoe shop.
say HELLO/ GOOD MORNING with a smile,
ask them if they need any assistance and
get there sizes, its not exactly a drainer,
i just fkn wish i got payed more LOL
especially for babysitting oh my gosh.

today i say that my mum had a layby of shoes and
she only needed 20 bucks more to pay them off,
i decided to just get them with my money
since i love her (A) LOL
buttt yeah i think my dad got cut :L:L
i dont think he knew about the shoes ROFLLL
ohwell we all have our secrets. xo

my new loves.

peace, smile, asian style. ew

280310.

today was my first day at work!,
at sunshine shoes expo!, (visit me one day :D)
anyway it was fun and tiring,
i felt like such a loser saying hello to random people
but i guess it comes with the job :P :P
I FELL INLOVE WITH A PAIR OF SHOES,
AND I SWEAR TO GOD IM GOING TO BUY THEM!
THEYRE FUCKING SEX ON LEGS ! LOOOL,
oh god, there black heels
and straps and fucking hot,
i took a picture with me trying them on, which will be up sooon,
i just couldnt help myslef LOL
but yeah anyway i have work again tomorrow :L
start at 10 finish at 1,
which i thought was wierd cos today i started at 10 finished at 5 :S LOL
hmmmmm oh wells guess im gonna be sleeping a bit early again :P
xo.

the thrill is gone,
im craving it more and more every second,
such a sensation, its like a little tickle.

:D

my heart is beating pretty fast,
i cant stop smiling,
i have the weirdest sensation right now,
its the best thing atm,
im currently loving it :)
im trying to stay normal,
but im going of of control
maybe this is it.

Undecided.

Here i am, deciding what to do,
i get so bored easily its not funny,
where with games, pets and even people
i dont know anymore, i feel so distorted,
like theres something not right here,
i cant even decide on which games to play,
or tv/ movies to watch, its like im incomplete
or just even more fucking retarded then normal.
So fucking annoying. either its because of relationships
or just simple feelings.

today.

dearest diaryyy,
today was, fun
i had picnic day with my house group at school
and like we wen to a park it was quite awesome, it had this really cool
seesaw thingo and like us year 10s were playing on it :D:D
acting like we were in year seven again :D:D
i seriously wished all of the year tens came
well execpt for one,
cos shes a bitch she can got rot in hell :)
LOL but anywayyy i was kicking back with my bestfriend veronika,
it was quite funn!
anywayyy xo

im in the mood to rage and blog.
Its perfect.
Whilst laying down using my phone,
And on ebuddy talking to mates
Oh lovely.

im in the mood to rage and blog.
Its perfect.
Whilst laying down using my phone,
And on ebuddy talking to mates
Oh lovely.

im in the mood to rage and blog.
Its perfect.
Whilst laying down using my phone,
And on ebuddy talking to mates
Oh lovely.

stupid bitch.

dear stupid fucking bitch.
Your an idiot,
You type like a tb,
You treat your old friends like shit
And act like your better then them
You think every thing revovles around you and your 'accesories' ,
You lie infornt of your closest friends face,
You should know your a fucking discrace,
You should go back to werer you came from. FUCKING NO WHERE.
I hope karma fucks you up even more,
And when it does, dont go asking for ,
Help to the people YOU fucked over,
im so over your shit.
Good fucking bye.

bitches aint shit, but hoes and tricks

whateverrrr bitch, you think your so cool,
now that you've ditched your old friends
had a popular bf and all BFFLS with fucking everyone, like OMG NO WAYY
eh fuck up. im over you fuckin before all this,
honestly you were a bit of a nobody, had to fuckin use me huh?
whatever, karma got you back so shut up.
god, honest man i swear you piss me off so much
"im gonna make a msn, for the first time" - you talk so tb on msn
"im gonna make a facebook so i can fit in" - whatever mate, you attention seeking bitch.
"i might make a blog so then im like everyone else" - yeah well, fuck yourself,
as you can see, im pissed off and quite annoyed,
seriously life for some people like ME would be easier,
cos its not always about you and your fucking happy do do attitude and
your "accesories" buddy, eh you suck. x fucking o

my BFF's :D 'bottlepop & 'giggalooo!

todaay :)

dear diary!,
Today was an alright day!,
I nearly fucking lost BOTH my sim cards
Omfggg! Thank god CC found them,
Fucken legendd! :P ahahahs :P
And i kept updating my fb status
It was quite kool, i had to finish off my math test and me and konrad were sitting next wach other and it qas quitun listening to music and playing games on my ipod touch!, ahahhahs
bitches and SHIT but hoes and tricks (9) and KOKOMOO LOL!
But overall today was pree fun :P
Aahhahas :P hmm tomorrow ive got
This picnic day and i cbf since none of my friends are going -.- LOLL
So i guess this means IM DONE WITH TERM 1 :D LOOOOL!!
Anywayyy im gonna upload some pics :P
.xo

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!. i have an assignment thats due tomorrow and i fucking cbf :( grrr

2144 bitch.

LIFE IS LIFE, up and down, and im trying to turn it arounddd!

t-t-t-t-today junior!

today in our vet course for fashion designing was really fucking boring!

i was sooo waiting for us to leave bloody hell finishing at 4! OMFG ahahahs

but we did do some pretty cool shit i guess, made little model figures and drew dresses, that was like the highlight, it was fucking great (y) anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, im gonna go do my resumee cos i need a fucking job :) AHAHAHS ;D im cool :P.xo

i guess its not goodnight for now.

ohh blogspot on my phone is pretty shit, but then again at least i am using it!, omfgosh i just rememeber that i have a fucking text tomorrow, my vet fashion design course, and bloody hell i have a assignment due on thursday WHICH I HAVE NOT STARTED! Omggg i am so FUCKED LOLL! Frkn r.e ill probs do it tomorrowm, so if your wondering why i have judaism and christianity blogs then its because of that :) LOL .xo

goodnight.

night night blogspot!,

xo

sometimes.

dear 'bestfriend'

sometimes i wonder if were friends,

we've practically drifted,

we talk sometimes, but i feel like im annoying you,

i dont blame anyone, we new were both different in the social structure,

but it didnt stop us before, i guess now its different.

before we would always sit next to each other and hang out,

before we used to be so tight we would tell each other EVERYTHING,

before we made stupid inside jokes,

then it changed,

now theres a new bff,

now we dont sit next to each other in english class, an if we did, you would spend your time talking to her,

now im there looking like the biggest extra,

now theres no more late night talks and texting,

now im confused, now i dont know,

goodbye.

is wonderful how my ipod shuffle knows exactly what i need to hear!

this group made me LOL :)

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=111137178902225&ref=nf

ohh thats six!

HEYYYY BLOG.

a couple of days ago, my brother floyd had rugby training, it was quite intresting for him, cos whilst he was jogging, he found an IPOD SHUFFLEE! :D , its fucking awesome mann! im like inlove with it cos its small!, andlike its perfect for me! , i havent erased any of the songs yet cos i just got back my comp cos it had a virus fml. LOL but anyway, the songs are like for a girl my age by the songs im hearing! although it needs to be updated :) it has like britney spears, ew, nah its okay, i dont think theres alot of gigs on this which is alright, since i have a 80 gig ipod classic which is hugee! and using less than a gig -.- QUITE EMBARRASING! AHAHAS!, but anyway, i need to get itunes on my comp and limewire, hmph might take a while.

FRIDAY 26TH OF MARCH!

OOOOO BITCHH, LAST DAY OF TERM ONEEE!,

oh how im glad, i got through the first term of year 1O :D

about time i guess, it was OKAY, it wasnt fun, it was boring, it was gay,

IT WAS COMPLICATED GOSH,

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THE LAST DAY mmmm i need ideas :)

define cool?

the word "cool"

yeah yeah the real definition is being cold or someshit,

but in these teenage years, wtfuck is cool?

is cool, "having sex", "smoking", "getting wasted", "doing drugs"

"wagging", "having punch ons" ?

honestly, i seriously thought all that shit was when you were over eighteen?

like isnt that what were meant to be waiting for,

why spoil it by doing it now? ( OH, I DONT MEAN DRUGS, DONT DO IT! )

going clubs, partying like no tomorrow, smoking or getting high, or fucking whatteverrr!

well at least if we did it when we were older we would be smarter about it,

we wouldnt damaged our bodies, and ruin ourselves, JUST to be "COOL"

that shouldnt even be the reason, i think its cos your insecure, thinking that people wont accpet you if you dont do what they "do", i admit i've "tried" to "fit" in, but im over it.

ohwell, those hardkunts will see in the end.

xo.

B.O.Y.S

yes yes as you can all see i have renamed my blog,

something that i made up, might be offensive,

BUT I DONT GIVE A SHIT,

i agree not all are, but at somepoint, theyre all the same

different looks, different attiude,

same WANTS, same TALK, same WAY.

this dog is so fucking cute!

hey name is anastasia, shes fucking adorable,

she was adopted by one of my family friends when they went sydneyy coule of years ago! its do fucking cute mann

its quite shattering that it only has one eye, it was in an accident :(

xo.

OH HELLO NEW BLOG!

new blog, new blog,
woopty fucking doo :)
eh i thought it was time for a new blog since tumblr is gay atm and it does my head in sometimes :)
anyway, today was shit. very shit i might add, teachers are idiots,
and people at my school dont seem to disapoint me anymore,
i know how they are, im disapointing my self by thinking will they ever change?
guess not since majority are quite corrupt, i must say i have my times
but the shit i find out is just fucked, year 7s fighting, year 8s god damn.
soo much shit goingg on yet i dont think, no one acctually thinks about what the fuck they are doing, OR WHO, omfg.
anywayyyyyy time to post some pictures and get this blog up and running,
note i am lame, and i dont give a shit.